me & my plantlife.

Now that I have you all in love and up to date with the progress of my healthy growing tree, I have some bad news. My tree is sick :(

As you can see, somebody thinks my tree is not only beautiful, but quite tasty too. The little bugger!!!!

I noticed a few weeks ago, some pieces on the floor… but never has my tree had bugs this bad! To noticably chewing chunks off! You VISCIOUS LITTLE BUG!! That’s MY TREE!!

The top new leaves are still in good shape, so soon I need to apparently take some soap & water to them all one by one and get those little invisible buggers off there.

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In other brighter, happier, sweeter news, it’s been almost 1 year since I’ve moved into my lovely little place. And as most of you know – I am absolutely in love with it. Honestly, there’s hardly a day that goes by that I don’t appreciate my little home.

I have got everything on my list. (well, except a parking spot – but it’s not that bad) I have a beautiful bright and sunny little place (albeit, almost too sunny when I’m trying to sleep in!), hardwood floors, a deck/backyard with trees (and birds that sound like car alarms… when I’m trying to sleep iN!), laundry, great.great neighbors/landlords. There’s a coffee shop close that I love – a park, it’s quite, residential and yet close to everything. I mean, seriously – it’s awesome.

Oh – and I must not forget that I’m so happy the bathroom isn’t a shoebox like most places here in SF.

OK – so anyway, it’s been almost a year that I moved in. I remember when I first saw this place, I fell in love.

Outside the living room window, there’s a beautiful rose bush below, growing up from the neighbors garden. I walk under it when I come and go… and when it’s warm inside, I can open the window and can smell the fragrant fresh roses.

Up my stairs there’s also a beautiful bush of flowers (I can’t remember what they’re called) and right now they’re so full and in bloom that they make me smile inside every time I walk by.

I feel like my mother describing the way I love the way plants smell. But it’s true I’ve become very appreciative about our lush green earth and I love that I have a little jungle in my backyard.

really feeling the here & now

Today at the gym, after my cardio, I went over to stretch a little before leaving.

As I was doing my stretches I was in front of a mirror, and after coming up from one of my stretches I got a headrush. You know, the kind where you wonder if you should hold onto something just in case? Headrushes are so cool.

My vision began to blur and the world around me slowly starts to fade away. The light starts to dim, you aren’t hearing any noise any more… but instead all of a sudden you have this super surreal understanding of reality.

Being in front of the mirror for this today was especially cool. The adreneline of working out pulsing through my veins, the shimmer of sweat on my skin and me all of a sudden coming back to full conciousness, seeing myself standing there. It was like a jolt out of my head and all the thoughts swirling around in my head thinking about everything from relationships, friendships, to-do lists, finances, the weather… they all came to a stop.

And there in that instance, I felt so alive and so happy to be looking at my own face in the mirror. This face, this body and this person within me that is me. I know myself so well… and I listen and take care of myself. And I all of a sudden got a rush of gratitude for feeling so happy to be alive and to be healthy.

As I finished up my stretches I thought of how easy it is to get wrapped up in my brain about little things. And how refreshing it is to have something so simple snap you back into the reality of this physical life. I’m not sure where everything is going in my life, but I sure am enjoying the here and now.

One foot in front of the other and life marches on…

muppets, errands and waffles

Friday night we were gonna go see John Vanderslice. I really like his CD’s and we caught the last of his set in Austin and I thought he was excellent live – so I was anxious to see him again. But, after going to shows Wed and Thurs, we sorta weren’t up for it and figured since he’s local, we can catch him another time around.

So, after a nice workout with Rebecca Friday night – I came home, got ready & headed out for dinner with Rick at one of my favorite restaurants in the city: Emmy’s Spaghetti Shack. It was Rick’s first time there and he loved it. We had delicious wine, the best spaghetti and meatballs EVER and talked about a trip we have coming up in June (more on that later).

It was nice to just be out, enjoying a nice dinner. And Emmy’s kicks ass not just because the food rocks, but they have a sweet DJ spinnin there, great art on the walls, and cute waitresses. What more could you ask for?

We knew of a few things going on, all of the music related in some way, but we just weren’t wanting to commit to any major show or anything. So after dinner we strolled down to The Odeon where one of the things we knew of was happening. My friend Johnny had sent out an email sayin his band The Dead Hensons were playing there – and after our mindblowing Cookie Mongoloid experience, we *had* to check out another Sesame Street band. :)

It was great to see Johnny again too. I met him through my dear friend Justyn, whose now moved away to Nashville and I miss him very much!!! Johnny’s got a new girlfriend too, who is totally hot! But she was a little standoffish in away. Might have been because in the first minute I met her I told her I thought she was so cute, but you’d think that’d be a compliment. Justyn said he thought that mighta been why she was weird after that. People are weird! Anyway…

So we say hi to them and proceed to take a seat at the bar and order some drinks. I had to keep my oldie but goodie Tom Collins drink thing goin and it was DELICIOUS.

The Dead Hensons were cool, but we were wishin they’d dressed up a little more :) John was fun to watch up there, and it was all really fun & good – but honestly the guy/lead singer’s voice had something to be desired for me. They were still good though! Johnny also plays bass in Double Funk Crunch.

By this time it was only about midnight, but after 3 glasses of wine and two tom collinszszz, I was feeling quite tipsy! :) So we called it a night & walked home. One of the nice things about partyin in my hood is then it’s only a hop skip & a jump away from my house! WOOHOO!

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Saturday was SOO productive, it was awesome. First I headed over to The Bazaar Cafe and had coffee and bagels with all the girls from my days at Fine Brand Media. 4 of which (count em, FOUR!!) have had babies in the last 2 years… One of them, her second. Holy Baby City!! :) I was so excited to get to see them.. especially because I hadn’t even seen two of the lil’ newborns!

Gradiva wasn’t able to bring her lil’ tyke, Jonah, nor Jen her lil’ Benny as they’re both over 1 yr and a handful… but 3 lil babies were there and they were so precious and squish their cheeks cute. And it was wonderful to reconnect with all the girls again. Quite a unique array of names between us all, too: Gradiva, Jonah, Ava, Mikio and Enzo – cool, huh?

Me and Jen’s new baby boy, Enzo

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Quite a bit has changed in each of our lives in the last year… Fine Brand basically shut down business as we knew it… and between 1/2 of them having children and the rest of us moving onto new jobs & such, everyone’s doing something different now. Rian, Andrea & Mikio are moving to Japan. Jan & Layne have basically morfed what was left of Fine Brand’s Web Maintenance into a new company called Collaborint. And the other girls are full time Momma’s with other creative or PT ventures on the side. Change is good :)

Afterwards Rick met me out at Cheap Pete’s and we *finally* got a few of our posters framed. Two of mine were prints I got at the APE show a couple months back. One is this awesome screenprint by this super creative girl, Daria.. she doesn’t do much with computers, otherwise I’d like you to her site! But she had a whole table full of fun screenprinted cards and prints, and more that were really inspiring to me. Here’s the print I bought in it’s awesome new green mat and framed glory:

The other one I got matted/framed is an Adrian Tomine print for Optic Nerve #9 – and the 3rd is a Metric poster I just got at their show last week. I’ll take photos of those two when they’re up.

Rick & I had bought awesome Pretty Girls Make Graves posters at their show a few months back, so he got his matted and framed (I need to get mine matted and hung as well). And we picked up some frames for the Fillmore posters were fast collecting.

Afterwards we went to a lighting store where Rick picked up a new fixture for his flat. And then we headed down to Chestnut St and tried on glasses for Rick, as his were in his jacket that got stolen at Butter a few weeks back. We found him an awesome pair and we were both thrilled to have gotten all these things crossed off our lists!!

Between all these errands we had about 1.5 hours to head back to our respective houses and get some things put away/check email/etc before we grabbed BBQ stuff and headed over to Jane’s.

Ben Brown is in town, who I met at SXSW. Hilariously, a few days ago I had started reading a post on Craigslist about a similar experience I had had in Austin about thinking we’d see a secret Pixies show we’d gotten a tip on. And then as I kept reading, I was like, “No way, Lane was the one that told me, too!” And then I see my own name as a part of the post. Turns out Ben wrote it… hahhaaa It was a good recount of our feelings about it all – and fun to read Ben’s history with his love for the Pixies. (If that CL post has expired by the time you read this, it’s on Ben’s site here)

So the BBQ was fun. We had TASTY cheeseburgers and enjoyed Jane’s yummy Thai marinated Ahi she had grilled up – and we got to see a lot of other peeps, too.

After the BBQ and since we’d had a party night on Friday, Rick & I were beat and decided to rent a movie. We rented 21 Grams and snuggled up and watched it in bed with my laptop! I’m so psyched to have that option – Much better than my uncomfortable couch!

21 Grams was good! Different than I expected – but the acting was really excellent and the story was pretty wild and certainly makes you think about how so much can change in an instant in your life. And how it’s so wild to trace the circumstances that surround the fate of who comes into your life.

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This morning was full of sleep and then we got up and made some yummy banana waffles!! mmm!!! It was the first time I’ve made waffles in this new place and it was soo fun – and really yummy!!

I went & worked out, came home & cleaned and here I am now – finally blogging my heart out :)

Now I’m going to try to get some work done and maybe even post a few more pics. Hope you had a nice weekend!

woohoo, it’s friday!!!

I am psyched. I can hardly believe it! It’s Friday!! It’s been Friday all day and there’s still a few more hours of this glorious day!

What’s funny is I’m not even an 8-5’er that longs for the weekends. I actually work most weekends anyway, so what am I so damn excited about? It doesn’t even matter! Weekends are fun no matter who you are & what you do with them. Saturday just has a nice ring to it. And even if you are workaholic Willo, you still go out late, sleep in a little… and it’s just covered in a little bit more of a relaxing vibe. aww yaaa.

I’m just psyched. I’ve been workin so hard this week that today I got other stuff done (accounting!) and not even enough of it cuz projects where still pulling here & there. But hey – that’s what working over the weekend is for right!? :)

Lastly I would just like to thank God for pickles:

Dear God,

Thank you for creating pickles. And thank you very, very much for creating the humans who invented the lovely brand of Claussen pickles. God Damn are those things good. I mean – Gosh Darn are those good. I mean, they are *really* good. You’ve almost outdone yourself there. They’re just so big and crisp and cold and juicy! AMAZING!!! I had 2 at lunch today. They were THAT good. I took a photo too, but I’ll have to post it later cuz I’m off to the gym to exercize my god given bod! woohoo!!

Love,

Willo

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YUMMM!!!!

Metric and a walk down memory lane…

Just like their URL: I Love Metric!

I LOVED! this show!! Emily Haines is the beautiful voice behind this band (who also sings with Broken Social Scene, too!) and she is AWESOME!!!!

You know how sometimes I get annoyed with the performers? Well nothing this girl could do would annoy me. I loved every little bit of it. She was sweet and innocent and even pulled out some freaky psycho rocker bits too and it was all so great. I got a cool poster, too!

I’ve been loving their CD over the last couple weeks. Actually, lemme backtrack: I had checked them out online last fall (when debating going to a show of theirs over Halloween) and then recently Jem gave me the CD (thanks Jem!) and I’ve been listening to it nonstop. It’s really great! I kept even meaning to review it on here. But I’ll just tell you – it’s super fun. She’s got a beautiful, beautiful voice and the songs kinda have this 80’s synth, early 90’s thing – but with a new wave pop sound to it. It’s so fun! I was absolutely delighted to see her perform practically every single one of the songs on the CD – and to have it sound SOO good and be SOO enjoyable to watch live… AWESOME!!!

I had a yummy Tom Collins and the bartender laughed when I said it brought me back to when I used to drink them at 19. HAH! Seriously, when I was living in Boulder, this girl (my drinking buddy at the time and I’ve now totally forgotten her name – ha!) and I used to go to this same bar, where they never carded me. And since we had a plan of always going ‘liquor before beer never fear’ every night, we would always start with a Tom Collins or two.

Except! There is one link I always remember that girl with – and that’s when we walked out of Catacombs (after I got carded & denied) my friend was ahead of me and I stopped and she was walking to the car, but I wanted to go down the street to The James (which soon after became my favorite bar, and has since closed). But I’m yelling and yelling (Judy? Julie? Kim? Who knows…) but she couldn’t hear me and kept walking… but her loss, because guess what happened then?

I stop and turn around… and who’s standing there? Bill Murray!

YUP! Bill Murray and this other guy, who I came to learn was like some camera guy on the set of this movie that they were filming there. (The movie name also slips my mind, as I’d already had a few Tom Collins that evening. :)

So what do I do? Friendly, outgoing, 19 year old Willo? I say hello, of course! And ask them if they’d like to join me in heading down to The James? They say yes! woohoo! I put one arm through Bill Murray’s and one arm through his friends and off we go!

So we’re chatting and walking… and I say “You know, it’s just *perfect* that I’ve met you… because I LOVE to laugh!!” hahaa! At 11:something PM and after their day of being on the set, I think they were pretty psyched to have some lil’ thing with crazy silly energy around. They laughed and shortly after we arrived at the James. The bouncer of course didn’t even think of asking for my ID – and I’d actually met him once or twice before – so he totally looked at me like, “Why didn’t you tell me you know Bill Murray!?”

Mr. Murray buys me and his friend a drink and we headed into the back and his friend and I played some pool. Poor Bill then has to deal with the drunkards of Boulder. It’s so funny to see people interact with him. Thing is, as you know from his films – the man has got the DRYEST sense of humor. Meaning, if he says something funny – he’s not usually smiling or cracking himself up at all. He’s totally straight faced and honestly looks like he’s totally depressed. So all the while, people are asking him questions – and he’d maybe reply with like one word answers: “Yes” and they’d bust up: “Bahahhahahhahaaaa”

My new friend (his camera guy, can’t remember his name, but he was cute and we *almost* went home together but then smartly decided against it realizing we’d both had too much to drink to make that a sound decision) and I would look at eachother and just shake our heads in disbelief. Not to mention the one drunk girl there who practically had her face in his lap and kept asking over & over “Are you Bill Murray?” Poor guy! But he was very very nice to everyone… and we had a nice time there. :) I got the camera guy’s number, but I didn’t call him. It was a fun night, though! I wish I had a photo!!

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So how smooth was that seque into the Bill Murray story huh? Didn’t even notice I wasn’t talking about Metric anymore!

So ya, I had a yummy Tom Collins. I think I’m gonna start ordering those more.

Oh & lastnight before the show, when I was at BAM, I picked up this great children’s book that I used to have when I was little, but hadn’t seen it in YEARS. And looking at it now it is TRIPPY!!!!!!! I’ll post an image soon. It’s really wild.

OK Bye!

catching up…

Ok – oy, it’s been awhile eh!? JEESHK!

Well, I’ve been workin my booty off – and then of course going to shows in between :) Working, music, sleeping, eating and workin my booty off some more.

Speaking of working off booty, though – I haven’t gotten to the gym all week! I have been on this war path to get all these things crossed off my long list once and for all. The looming have-to’s that always come before my want-to’s… and as I said before, I’m proud to say I’ve been doing a great job at getting it all crossed off. Aaah seeing crossed off to-do list items is the best feeling EVER!

So enough of all that. Let’s get to the good stuff!!

Man, I’ve had a ton to say, but I’m sure a lot of it is lost from not writing it down soon enough. So I’ll just start ramblin about whats been goin on:

Monday night we went & saw Triplets of Bellville and it was GREAT!!!!

The animation is AWESOME. All the character’s features are really exaggerated and I just loved that. Hilarious pictations of huge, plump ladies stringing along their skinny husbands.. big noses and great flowy movements. If you’ve seen it – how hilarious was the Maitre d’? I cracked up on him! And the hard core calves on the rider… and the cutie dog, Bruno! The turned up nose of the Mom.. It was all just fantastic.

The story was really awesome, too. I knew it didn’t have any dialogue going in, but you hardly even notice it as there’s certainly no shortage of noise!! There’s music and sound effects and even a semblance of words here and there, but somehow it’s not even like real words being spoken. It was awesome.

Rick and I scored a couch and enjoyed wine, salad and yummy pizza. The Parkway Theatre is really easy to get to from here, especially for a late show – getting over the bridge is a breeze at night. And for all of you who may not know, they have this great thing called the Baby Brigade where new Mom’s can go to a movie and take their babies along with them!! So COOL!! If I ever decide* to have kids, I’m so taking advantage of that.

*Right now the decision is leaning heavily to not have kids. :( Which makes me sad, but for some reason it’s been something I’ve been thinking about a lot lately. Between all the scary things that can happen with your babies health, overpopulation, and just how damn insane this world is becoming… everything from the global warming epidemic (it’s already happening!) to the lying, cheating and stealing**). I’m just not sure it’s such a good idea. That and as much as I think I’d be such a good Momma, I just don’t think I can bear the fact that someday my kids are just going to think I’m so annoying. The ungrateful little twirps! :p hahaa

I mean, there’s also reasons why I want to have kids to. The other 40% or so wants to have something to do in my later years in life… to enjoy raising my family and then have the joys of watching them raise theirs, etc. And just to experience the miracle of having a child and feeling that love and bond. But that just takes me right back to how they’re just gonna stab me right in the heart later in life… I don’t think I can bear it!!

Anyway – I know I certainly don’t have to decide anything now, because my clocks not ticking for at least another 7 years or so.. but all I’m sayin is that right now it’s not lookin good. My Mom of course was really sad to hear this. Her potential for having a grandchild just very well may lie with my little sister – who probably has a good 15 years before she has a kid. Luckily my Mom’s young :)

** Did anyone see that Hunter S. Thompson quote posted around recently? Something about his outlook on the future (hell in handbasket, basically) but I can’t find it now. If you know which one I’m talking about, please give me the link!

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OK – Wednesday night needs a post all it’s own.

breast cancer

My Aunt has just been diagnosed with breast cancer. Actually, not just – it has been about 2 months ago now… and since then she’s gone in for surgery and had the lump removed and she and her husband and 3 young children (and of course all of us in the extended family) have been having to deal with the stark reality of it all.

But my Aunt’s been so strong and really amazing. Her story is something all of us can learn from, too. Ya see, she was going in for her regular mammogram’s, but they didn’t catch it! Thankfully she was worried enough about a certain lump just enough to urge the doctors to take an ultrasound and that’s when they found the tumor. So that’s her message now… is to be extra careful in your self-exams.. and don’t let a mammogram tell you everything’s ok, especially if you’re concerned about an abnormal lump.

So my Mom’s just told me today that she’s now having to get a double mastectomy. :( I’m so sad for her… but I just hope that this takes care of it and she can go on living her life cancer free!

Recently my Mom forwarded on this petition to me tonite – and so I thought I’d post it here for you all. If you can, take a minute to read it (if you read anything, read the 4th paragraph) and sign the petition to show your support!

Thanks and please send your positive thoughts to my Aunt. xoxo

the most productive girl EVER.

I am Super Productivity Woman! If I had more time I’d draw an illustration of me with a big SP! on my chest as I puff it out looking so proud! :)

But that’s the thing. Time! All this super productiveness means I’ve had little time to do much else – like blog! Aaag!!

Believe you me, I have so much to spill!! I have conversations with my blog in my head for christ sakes. I’ve got lots to catch up on…

I just have to get this one thing out the door today and I should have a little time this afternoon. I’ve been on one deadline after another… (and I love it!).

So stay tuned, I’ll get my blog on by about 2 or 3pm today. See that? Another deadline.

Thriving and Loving Life,

xoxo

Monday stuff… (renamed)

If you’re using iTunes with your PC and have an iPod – here’s a passionate rant about iTunes crashing, the (inconvenient) fact you can’t get your tunes back OFF your iPod and a link to a program that will help you!

Oooh Ooh, UPDATE: For Mac OSX peeps, here’s your alternative: Ollie’s iPod Extractor. Thanks Rich!

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In other news – I have successfully wrapped 2 deadlines, gotten my taxes out the door to my accountant (I know – finally!!), sent off these other 2 things that were sitting waiting for me to get my arse to the P.O., dropped off dry cleaning, bought my ‘zoobie some yummy food and a new mouse – oh my! (he’s going nuts) And now I’m crankin on finishing up another site. woohoo! Let’s hear it for productivity!!

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AND tonite I finally am going to see Triplets of Bellville! I’m so excited. And it’s a double date – oooOOooohhH! (double date rescheduled to next week, which means we got the couch aaall to ourselves – aawww yaaaa.) We’re hittin the Parkway for a late show. I hope we get a couch so we can snuggle :)

Happy Monday!